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Joshua Doležal's avatar

"Where have you felt most at home? Describe that place. What does the place feel like? What sounds are present? What can you smell? Are you alone or with others? Where is home, for you?"

An irresistible set of questions, especially for someone who grew up with powerful roots in a place, but equally powerful alienation from the conservative religious atmosphere of my home and family sphere. So it's not my parents' house where I feel most at home. But it is, without doubt, the Pacific Northwest, and particularly those corners in northwestern Montana and northern Idaho that I came to know intimately as a young man working with the Forest Service. The Yaak Valley. The Selway-Bitterroot Wilderness. The Moose Creek Ranger Station above the Selway River, for which my son is named.

I'm writing about one of those places on Tuesday -- but even outdoor spaces can be hard to go home to later in life.

I think part of this is that as "at home" as I have felt in these places, I have never shared them with anyone who could see them as I did. Except for my friend Connie Saylor Johnson, who disappeared into the Selway some years ago now for reasons no one knows. But I think she felt she was going home.

https://www.selwaybitterroot.org/csj

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Chloe Hope's avatar

Clothing writ large! That instantly made me relate to my house differently. I was thinking just the other day that I feel most the sense ‘I’m home’ when I walk into our garden, more so than when I walk into our house, but I’m feeling into the idea of them really being one and the same.

My mind is rattled by the figures around homelessness. Over the years, during conversations about homelessness both participated in and overheard, I’ve lost a lot of faith in humanity.

Btw, I would also like to live in a tree.

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