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Apr 6Liked by Julie Gabrielli

Wow, this was stunning and what a perfect framing device to use the devil and the deep blue sea. You pose the resounding question of why we continue to do this to the planet. I think the very unsatisfying answer is it’s the devil we know.

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Plus, greed. 😢

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Apr 4Liked by Julie Gabrielli

A heart shattering tale (that I wish was fiction), asking the right questions. There is certainly an epic divide between those who see it one way and those who don’t.

Your drawing is amazing and ties in perfectly with what is happening to our world. Thank you Julie💕

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Thanks for reading, Donna.

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Apr 4·edited Apr 4Liked by Julie Gabrielli

Thanks for this Julie. I am with you completely. I remember when that happened I couldn't sleep. I kept dreaming of all the sea life dying horribly, I would wake up and not be able to manage the knowledge that they couldn't stop the oil they'd tapped from flowing into the ocean. My children were very small at that time, and I could barely explain it to them--they were reading books about happy animals and the wonders of the ocean, and I thought, what are we doing? I remember at that time I started carpooling more, and I was already using less plastic, riding my bike, etc. I kept hearing people talk about why I shouldn't be as depressed about it as I was, or reading newspaper columns about why we shouldn't overreact because of this against fossil fuels, and I thought, "They sound like addicts rationalizing, telling the people around them who can feel that something's terribly wrong why they are crazy." So I really resonated with this piece. Thanks for sharing it.

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“I can quit anytime.” 😭😱🤯 Thanks for chiming in, Rebecca. It’s tough knowing I’m complicit, trapped in a system I despise. I don’t mean that to feel sorry for myself. It’s a complex problem and I try to stay imaginative in the face of it.

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Apr 4Liked by Julie Gabrielli

You and me both, sister. That's why I sing to the water.

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Apr 4Liked by Julie Gabrielli

Love an amuse-bouche

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Moi aussi 😊

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Apr 7Liked by Julie Gabrielli

It's a comfort to know the pain of this one is still as raw for others as it is for me. I still just have notes in folders, mostly about the marine mammal impacts, and no real writing to show for it. This is so well done, Julie. Thank you.

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Thanks for reading, Mary Beth. I was disheartened anew about the recent research. We truly have no idea what we’re doing out there. And yet the destruction continues apace. 😭

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Beautiful, Julie. Your drawing, the devil’s card, Gabriel Garcia Marquez—what a combination of elements to illustrate this hubris. I can’t believe the well was named Macondo. That’s one of those you-can’t-make-this-shit-up details. Thank you for sharing this piece!

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It’s chilling, isn’t it? Thanks for reading!

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Thank you for the Marquez reminder. Without your quotation, I'd have forgotten the name Macondo. It's time to reread that book.... As for the rest: Ugh! :-(

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I kept wondering why the name Macondo seemed so familiar. I think I found it in a Google search and then I was like ohhhhh. It’s kind of creepy that they chose that name.

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Apr 6Liked by Julie Gabrielli

I’d forgotten the name Macondo too. I can’t believe this was 14 years ago now. It feels as though it was just a few years back. My emotions about it are still pretty raw, as it turns out. I appreciate you revisiting this so vividly.

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Thanks Rebecca. It does seem like these events. Get memory-holed pretty quickly. I’m so thankful for the scientists who have done that follow up research although I can’t imagine that many policymakers even saw it. There’s so much ignorance around this, not to mention hubris. Or, worse, well-informed people write this off as a cost of doing business.

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Apr 4Liked by Julie Gabrielli

I love Gabriel Garcia Marquez. Such a wonderful writers and how well he depicted this disaster. I didn’t know about it, in 2010 I wasn’t watching the news much… what a different world. Only 14 years ago.

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Well it gets crazier because, while Marquez invented the city of “Macondo,” for reasons unknown, somebody at BP named the well that same name. I couldn’t find out if they meant it as a literary reference or not. But I did marvel at the “coincidence.” Thanks for reading.

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Apr 4Liked by Julie Gabrielli

🫠 I hope it wasn’t because of the book… can you imagine?

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I know! Sacrilege! It's like when Trump was playing Tom Petty's song "Won't Back Down" at his heinous rallies until Petty's family sent a cease and desist order.

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Apr 4·edited Apr 4Liked by Julie Gabrielli

Really? It must’ve hurt. So brave that they stopped him. I hope it made him think a little.

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He doesn't think. I'm sure he didn't care one bit.

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Apr 5Liked by Julie Gabrielli

It’s crazy, especially at his age. What does he hope to achieve?

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Apr 14Liked by Julie Gabrielli

This post should spark contemplation and existential questions. Well done and beautiful!

A long time ago i discovered there was an oil spill right here in NYC and barely anyone mentions it despite obvious health and other concerns.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Greenpoint_oil_spill

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Thanks for reading. It certainly sparks existential questions in me. 😵‍💫

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Apr 10Liked by Julie Gabrielli

I still won’t eat shrimp from the gulf because of the dispersant they used to “clean up” the mess. It’s sad too be gulf shrimp are the best.

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Powerful and essential storytelling here, Julie. How any one of us accepts the path of destruction we are on is unfathomable to me, but the system is designed to support itself at any cost.

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Thanks, Troy. It is indeed heartbreaking, which may account for why I tend to avoid thinking about it as much as I should.

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Apr 8Liked by Julie Gabrielli

Thanks for this, Julie. I worked for the US Fish and Wildlife Service at the time, and was deployed to do Natural Resources Damage Assessment at the spill. It was a completely bizarre and disorienting experience. Your description of the devil card is apt.

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Thank you for your work and for reading and sharing.

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Thank you for your work and for reading.

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Apr 4Liked by Julie Gabrielli

Thanks for drawing attention to this. Lessons can only be learned if a variety of voices are analysing what went wrong and how we can do better.

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Thanks for reading!

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